Overcast and Snowy

When it is overcast and snowy, like today. I feel a cryptic feeling almost like being in a morgue, loveless and powerless.

It feels like death. You try to remind yourself it is only temporary, yet you have to await its demise and wait for something warm and nurturing. The things that have to happen on their own, like spring or love.

There is a scene in Groundhog day, a movie in which the actor is forced to relive the day until he gets it right. In the scene, I am referring to, he accidentally has the perfect kiss with the female lead, with whom, he hadnt gotten along with before. It is magical and he wants to relive it. So each day he wakes up in the same day and tries to recreate that amazing moment. It never happens. He is however able to create new special moments.

It kind of reminds me of trying to find love in life. We dont seem to ever create, with another person a magical moment, we shared with someone else. t can be frustrating, like waiting for the end of this winter day, which seems as eternal as waiting for that one prince who has the shiny armour, or at

least it shines in our eyes.

Julzzz R